Week 16: 525,600 Minutes!

the year 2016 was probably the worst year of my life. it started out great, i had everything i ever wanted, a family that loves me, a guy i loved with all of my heart, i finally moved, i was happy. all of that went down hill. my parents has car trouble and it quit working. we needed a new engine and couldn't afford it. i lost the love of my life, yes it was my fault and i dont blame anyone else but myself. i miss him so much and id do anything for him to be mine again, but that wont happen and im trying to learn to accept it. i wish things went differently and i wasn't so stupid, but its been said and done. ive made a lot of dumb decisions that im not proud of and i wish i hadn't. yes this year has been both good and bad but i think its finally going good again, my parents car is getting fixed for free and we get a free rental car until we get out car back. i want next year to be better, i want to finish high school and hopefully move to Florida and go to college in Arcadia. my parents and i are going to Florida in January to see my grandparents, im so excited i haven't seen them since i was 8. so my goal for 2017 is never to let myself fall this low again and try and make my life better.  

Week 15: Deck Your Halls

when i was younger my grandma would take around different tows to look at Christmas lights, i saw a lot of cool one. some were decorated normally with a few lights and yard decorations but others were just to much. they had so many lights and unnecessary decorations. i still thought it looked cool but now it seems like over kill. when i get a house and have kids i wont mind putting up a few lights, if my future husband does it because i am way to lazy. if i end up alone then i wont even bother.

Week 14: Your Mission, if You Choose to Accept it…

i lost the game

Week 13: Tradition!

one thanksgiving tradition me and my parents have is we will go over to my grandmas house and have a thanksgiving dinner. she always makes good food and its one of my favorites, after we go there we will end up going to Tim's parents thanksgiving in the same day and there will be a lot of family there and everyone will have a good time. i really like the Christmas we have with my grandma, well we did this more when i was younger but me and her would go out and get a tree to decorate. on Christmas eve she would let me open one gift and it would always have new pajamas to wear that night. i would stay the night with her every other year and then my parents would come over and we would all open gifts. this is something i want to do with my kids, i would let them open one gift and it would have pj's, a Christmas movie, and popcorn, then we could all watch a movie that night before going to bed.

Week 12: Let's Play Some Calvinball!!!

the sport im going to create is the sleeping game. its a fun game where u sleep all day. the rules are you have to sleep all day. the award is a well rested human who wont murder every entity around them. this sounds like a great game because everyone loves sleeping, i cant think of one person who doesn't, so why not make a game out of it? its a wonderful idea. there could even be a contest, whoever wakes up last gets a prize. it takes dedication to sleep long enough to win.

Week 11: If I Were You…

well the worst advise ive been given was just now by miss. Hudson, she said i should get a reverse Mohawk and dye one side leapord print and the other side rainbow. well the reason she gave me this advice is because ive never really been given bad advice that i can remember. so this advice is just horrible because i would not rock that style like some people could i think bri would work that style better. maybe she will get a surprise make over while she sleeps.  also it just bad advice because that would just look horrible i mean come on miss Hudson, what were u thinking.

Week 10: They Do the Monster Mash!

well i think the actual monsters would just go with the whole dress up thing because well thats how they look all the time. they would just walk around and kids and teens would be like oh i love your costume! and the monsters will just say thank you and then they will murder them with there magical powers and then they will laugh and all the other children and teenagers will run and scream like little babies. then the monsters will take over our pathetic world and all the ghouls will walk the earth and probably make this world a much better place especially this country now we dont have to worry about which stupid candidate will become presidents. i think this world is a lot better off with monsters running it.

Week 9: Everyone's a Critic

well i think one of my favorite movies is orphan. the first time i watched it was when i was 9 at my dads. its about a little girl who was adopted by  family. at first she was sweet but different and everyone made fun of her. she started to become violent and hurt kids who bullies her. she tried to kill her brother by lighting his tree house on fire while he was in it and he fell and broke himself. as time went on and more weird stuff kept happening the mom found out that she was actually 33 years old and had a form of dwarfism. the man said that if she could seduce the father she would kill him and his whole family. in the end the mom and her biological daughter lived. the mom had killed the girl when she was trying to kill her. i cant really relate to this movie in any way but i really like it and has a great plot twist to it. yes i probably ruined it for anyone who wants to see it but oh well.

Week 8: Dear Kiddo

dear future child, well i dont know when you will be in my life but i know for sure i would love nothing more then to have you. you will mean the world to me, i would love and care for you your whole life. i would want you to know that ill always be here for you. whenever you need someone to talk to you can always come to me, i dont ever want you to feel you have no one to go to or that no one cares about you. if you are a girl i would want your name to be Abigail Lynn, and if you were a boy i would want you to be Zachary Alan or Nick. those have been names ive been thinking of for a few years. your future father and i would would do everything possible for you and would always make sure you are happy. i cant wait to meet you one day. i love you till the day i die.

Week 7: Living in the Past

well i would have loved to grow up in the 50s or 60s. i would have really loved to have gone to Woodstock. back then thats when the best music was in style and everyone was in the whole hippie vibes. i have an inner hippie and i wish i could express it more. im afraid of judgement, thats why i wish i was growing up in those times where everyone was into the whole peace movement and against the war. people back then were easier going and i could relate to alot of them, its hard to now a days bc all we have is smartphone and crappy music. the government is screwed up and this country is so corrupt. yes it was difficult back then with the war going on but at least i knew there were people i could share vibes with.

Week 6: Tale as Old as Time

well one movie i like is finding nemo, id like to think that if the movie was told from dory's perspective it would be really short considering how much she forgets things. since i saw finding dory i have a pretty good idea of how it would go. a lot of it would be her repeating stuff trying to remember different tasks or things she should know. the ocean is really big so im guessing she would forget where she was all the time. the scene with the whale and her trying to talk to it all i can imagine is her mind thinking "oh this is a great idea, lets be friends" even when its about to eat them.

Week 5: Where Are Your Notes?

i do doodle alot on my papers, since my creative juices arnt flowing through the school day bc my brain is dead i doodle alot of hearts, smiley faces, peace signs, yin yang, and all kinds of small stuff like that. i often space out and just start drawing them randomly. i try to draw other things but i dont have a good visual in my head to draw them, i have to have a picture to look at to draw anything else, or else it will look like poop.  

Week 4: Coming Soon!

one show ive been looking forward too is american horror story season 6. its already started but i haven't had time to watch between work and school. i have it recording so i wont miss any. i just have to avoid spoilers from other people because that is something they enjoy doing. my other favorite show im looking forward to seeing is the walking dead. i cant wait for the new season to come out. it has such a good plot and i just want to see more because they leave seasons off with a huge cliff hanger and it upsets me.

Week 3: My Dog Ate My Homework…

most excuses i use is i forgot to do it or i left it at home but at this point i dont care ill just tell teachers i didn't do it bc i probably didn't. many excuses i used when i was younger ids i lost the homework so they would get mad at me and then give me another paper and give me another day to do it bc i was a troubled child and teachers had to help me get a good grade so i didnt feel dumb.

Week 2: Rorschach's Journal

well i see both butterfly's and chandeliers. im not sure why but the was they are made look like them. idk what that means or what kind of person i am. maybe it means im a bright child who wants to be pretty and fly. just kidding i have no idea. i dont understand the ink blot tests. whats a bunch of blobs suppose to say about me? i mean it can pick out a serial killer out of a normal person but with me i think im sane so i dont need this kind of test in my life. so thats how i feel about ink blot tests. a waste of time.

Week 1: How's School?

well school so far has been dumb. already there has been so much drama and its annoying. some of the freshman enjoy being rude and disrespectful. i really just want to get through this year without stupid drama but looks like that wont happen. as far as classes go creative writing will be tough because ive always struggled with English, but im hopping i will pull through and keep on top of my work and do better then "just passing." and pe i hate especially i dont like doing exercise and since they redid the gym floor there making it seem like we cant even walk on, im sure we wont do class games either. i dont see what the point of a new floor is if we cant even use it. civics class will be easy since ive already taken the constitution. senior seminar might be difficult with the community service hours. i never really have time with work and school work, i wish i could just do co-op but my work schedule doesn't work for it. im really happy to be taking art class again, it has always been my favorite class. and lastly human development, ive never been good at science classes either but im interested in learning about it. the thing im most happy about is that i get to leave after 6th hour, thats the only thing i like about being a senior and that i have priority over things in some classes.