Week 16: 525,600 Minutes!

the year 2016 was probably the worst year of my life. it started out great, i had everything i ever wanted, a family that loves me, a guy i loved with all of my heart, i finally moved, i was happy. all of that went down hill. my parents has car trouble and it quit working. we needed a new engine and couldn't afford it. i lost the love of my life, yes it was my fault and i dont blame anyone else but myself. i miss him so much and id do anything for him to be mine again, but that wont happen and im trying to learn to accept it. i wish things went differently and i wasn't so stupid, but its been said and done. ive made a lot of dumb decisions that im not proud of and i wish i hadn't. yes this year has been both good and bad but i think its finally going good again, my parents car is getting fixed for free and we get a free rental car until we get out car back. i want next year to be better, i want to finish high school and hopefully move to Florida and go to college in Arcadia. my parents and i are going to Florida in January to see my grandparents, im so excited i haven't seen them since i was 8. so my goal for 2017 is never to let myself fall this low again and try and make my life better.  

Week 15: Deck Your Halls

when i was younger my grandma would take around different tows to look at Christmas lights, i saw a lot of cool one. some were decorated normally with a few lights and yard decorations but others were just to much. they had so many lights and unnecessary decorations. i still thought it looked cool but now it seems like over kill. when i get a house and have kids i wont mind putting up a few lights, if my future husband does it because i am way to lazy. if i end up alone then i wont even bother.